Sorry that the subject is so intense

Sorry that the subject is so intense but i felt that was fitting. Someone very close to Alison heart. Someone who graduated college just a year ago one fighting the biggest battle of his life. I posted an earlier entry about his health and now it actually taken an even bigger ant for the worse. I have been writing that he probably only make it through without week and that they see may happen here in Orlando on campus. All of us love him so much. and I know what have prayed for him to wear. alive and to fight. Henry V is going on with the moment and i'm dont know what to of his close friends are going away, do. It will be un-fucking-believable, How will we carry on? I know I would handle death...it will be hard, but I can take it. After all i dealt wih my mom having 2 brain surgeries when i was young But there are a few words my friends where this news would just kill them...i dont know if so could continue with their life or with the show. Its kind of like how power of the written condition. How much can we take before we crack? If he dies I may go back counsling but i'm not that type of lifestyle would much rather prefer it out with the friend. I hate how the try to cover the what i feel but thats what I have voted to do. So i tell all of you pray or do whatever you want Patrick is an amazing show he needs our support even from people who care know him. I'll keep posted.